Tho i didn't manage to find any openins for school yet, some how, i can already feel that a few obstructions are in my way... I can sense that it's anytime soon... Well, like i say, i'd go thru it with all that i've got... Ain't gonna go back on my words... Life has it's ups and downs... So does plannins... Ain't a certain, clean and clear path bout it... The more i want, the more it multiplies...
I'll take it as a test of my will... Have to face it... I can run but can't hide from it.... Kinda sleepy and bored rite now... I'm still lookin for a course that i can enroll myself into... I've been thinkin on marine for a while... But some how, they are doin the openins for foreigners... That suck... Big time... Then again, i have to wait for it... There it goes... Another time wasted... But patience gonna pay for the better stuff... So guess i'll have to wait... For how long i'm uncertain... But never will i give up on upgradin myself... Every tick on the clock is precious... Every breath haled is bordem... It ain't gonna be easy as i taught it could be...
Till another update,
Yat...
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 5, 2009
stress to the MAX babe!!!...
Man i'm so sick and tired thinkin of it, over and over again... Just wanna get it done for once in my life... get straight to the point and grab my goals... Gosh, i feel messed up and runnin ard in circles... But guess all this happen for a reason...
Don't ask what or why... Ain't answerin that... I'd like to get my arse on somethin worth my time, focus and efforts put into... Don't wanna waste my youth life just like that... Yeah i know there is gonna be hard times and stuff... But hell, i'll work on it... There's always a solution to a problem, there's a cure to sickness except death... Imply all this theory in my head for precaution measures... SIGH!!!.... Well it's really up to the right time for me to make my move...
Marine technology or marine tech, hull and structure... Not forgettin my mc book air and cam too... Well for now just stick on with enrollin again for my studies... FRUSTRATION and EAGER is buildin up in me... My focus now is on my studies... well... Just hope to make it in by this yr... Pray for me for those who has read this note of mine... Support me, on my journey in this uncertain terrain of life...
Insya'Allah, with HIS blessings,
Yat...
Don't ask what or why... Ain't answerin that... I'd like to get my arse on somethin worth my time, focus and efforts put into... Don't wanna waste my youth life just like that... Yeah i know there is gonna be hard times and stuff... But hell, i'll work on it... There's always a solution to a problem, there's a cure to sickness except death... Imply all this theory in my head for precaution measures... SIGH!!!.... Well it's really up to the right time for me to make my move...
Marine technology or marine tech, hull and structure... Not forgettin my mc book air and cam too... Well for now just stick on with enrollin again for my studies... FRUSTRATION and EAGER is buildin up in me... My focus now is on my studies... well... Just hope to make it in by this yr... Pray for me for those who has read this note of mine... Support me, on my journey in this uncertain terrain of life...
Insya'Allah, with HIS blessings,
Yat...
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