Much needed break...

And it's like finally i got my own sweet time to rest myself at home... Been waitin for this, for so long... A deservin break i would say... But still, i need a break from SG... I wanna get myself out to Indonesia, Fillipines and all ard Asia... Somehow, life is never enough to make it worth livin... At times, i just feel like snappin my fingers and disappear to other locations which i desire...

Wish i could do that really... But comin back to reality, i still have some missin piece in my life... Those things that i've been wantin to do... My hobbies, interest and my adrenaline rush seekin adventure... Sigh... It's somethin to lose in life, in order to achieve my goals in life... But i am sure, that it will all come back to me... Like it's in the blood... For now, i'm still doin my survey on my courses... Boy, work really sucks... Here in SG, it's work your plan or abandon it all, completely... It ain't easy here... Now, my only task is to get tru it... Luckily for me, i have my Boyanese family on my back... So i have to struggle my way tru... In Allah's will, strength and permission, i'll pull tru...
Insya'Allah...

Concussion knocks on the livin,

yat...

the missin updates...

It's been a while since i last blog, be it on my book or online... Sadly say, i need to put my taughts on schoolin to next year, when the enrollment gates are open... Tellin myself to look on the bright side like, dude u're only 23 next yr... But that doesn't matter...

My up comin TP test is on the 16th July... Really comin soon... Well i really have no idea how am i feelin now... For a kick start, i'm all savin up for my future... It's gonna be costly to live my life here in SG... But still, i have to spend my time here, to round up my cash and make my move... In 5 yrs time, in God's will, i'll already have a sum of 30k in the bank... It's a lot of cash for a 27 yr old... I still feel like gettin myself a honda civic SIR or ESI tho... Not to showcase ard, but it's for my transport... But still, i have to really consider my idea... SIGH!!!... Better livin equals to great sufferings... I'm not sure if i'm made of toughness in life journey... But i'll try... Not only with my knowledge, also my capability, strength, endurance and all the things i've learnt and still learnin in life... Really need a holiday break from work and stuff... I wonder when and where...

Till my next update in life, i'll be makin mistakes and learnin from it everyday... Like other mature, human beings does... Lookin forward for the future and may Allah bless my family, my huge family, the passed on and myself...

till then,

A very chaotic life of mine,

yat...